chocolate

so i went bakc to work yeaterday, at sears. and ws meeting all the new employees that had been hired since i left. i met an african american named kevin who was vey friendly. every time i saw him he;d stop me to say hi and tell me my eyes were beautiful. i thought he was just being a dork.

later i was in the break room eating a candy bar this is exactly what happened...

kevin: hey hows break?
me: oh, just fine
kevin: so you like chocolate?
me: oh yeah i love chocolate
(dons on me...ooops)
kevin, yeah, vanilla's my favorite! *winks*


i tend to get myself into so many problems, i really like chocolate candy, that is what i meant, but idon't think we were taling about the same thing.

oh well

I did it!! i decided what i think i am goign to do in my life, and the wondrous occassion is this; i don't need to audition for the Musical Theatre BFA in order to do it!
the powers that be over there in theatre land don't have the right to tell me whether or not i am good enough to be in their 'elite' program.
i am goign to be able to eat while i am making my way in the theatre world. i am majoring in costume design with a very large minor in music. i am going to try out for the plays that i want, and not try out for the plays that i don't want. i am going to be on ballroom, and i am going to be happy!
i realized that they aren't going to be checking for a diploma at the door of audidtions in the real world. they don't care if your as educated as possible they just care if your good enough. so i will become good and get a trade that will make it so that i can eat without selling my soul.